dont stop!

i need to make sure i do this everyday. at least for a good while. i realized i have trouble sleeping the days i dont. so even if i do feel so much better, this is still so necessary.

i had a dream i kissed some other guy. i dont even know who he was or what he looked like. but he was just someone else. and all i remember is feelings of guilt and thinking about what kevin would feel like if he knew. but what the fuck does it matter? jeez. 

i wish this was easier. i miss him. 

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